logic will break your heart.

How moany does my last post sound?

… don’t mind me. Over-thinking + sleep deprivation + lack of food makes me pretty miserable..

My life’s not that bad. Its not bad at all, just a series of small insignificant things blocking my view.

I am over making the effort.
You do or you don’t.
You will or you won’t.
I am or I am not.
Make up your mind.
I don’t have the time nor the patience any more. Your call.

I’m exhausted mentally & physically.
Days like this I just wanna do Pilates…..thanks by the way car for semi breaking…. ergh

Not making it easy for me to stay fit are you? : c

First meal of the day. 
Traditional Chinese oolong tea. Brown sugar & cinnamon oats. Toasted sandwich with egg, chicken, tomato, cheese & rocket.

Plans for Saturday consists of house chores, skins and lazing about … after all there’s work tomorrow. : (

First meal of the day.
Traditional Chinese oolong tea. Brown sugar & cinnamon oats. Toasted sandwich with egg, chicken, tomato, cheese & rocket.

Plans for Saturday consists of house chores, skins and lazing about … after all there’s work tomorrow. : (

These boys.


Killing it.

Lunch in the sunshine.

Cranberry.pistachio.white chocolate. Almond mix

Toasted egg with tomato, cheese and salad sandwich

Banana

…
Still so hungry. How is this possible?

Lunch in the sunshine.

Cranberry.pistachio.white chocolate. Almond mix

Toasted egg with tomato, cheese and salad sandwich

Banana


Still so hungry. How is this possible?

Same same, but different.

My twin and I with our newest shoe purchases. Its kind of weird how our lives always seem to cross, and as different as we are; we’re just as similar…. if that makes sense?

Its a small world…and an even smaller Perth.

Same same, but different.

My twin and I with our newest shoe purchases. Its kind of weird how our lives always seem to cross, and as different as we are; we’re just as similar…. if that makes sense?

Its a small world…and an even smaller Perth.

/crosses fingers and toes….

*snap snap

Why is this so difficult? Its neither unreasonable nor outrageous.

The words are simple enough to pronounce, yet they fail to covert from speech to thought…every given time.

My mind readily forms the words into a logical sequence. But the sight of you shakes the letters around my head till they shatter into dust… What you are left with is the fragments of my thoughts…

It should not be this hard.
Why can’t you just read my mind?!

my new love.
this + 3 x pants, pencil skirt, another playsuit/romper, a gazillion blouses, dress, leather journals, jeans, basics, 2 x hats, books, 2 x pairs of shoes, leggings, miscellaneous accessories and more books…
i think I have a problem :\
also tickets have been bought for Potted Potter, Metric, The Nutcracker ballet & Wilarious. errrghhh.
time to reel in the spending.

my new love.

this + 3 x pants, pencil skirt, another playsuit/romper, a gazillion blouses, dress, leather journals, jeans, basics, 2 x hats, books, 2 x pairs of shoes, leggings, miscellaneous accessories and more books…

i think I have a problem :\

also tickets have been bought for Potted Potter, Metric, The Nutcracker ballet & Wilarious.
errrghhh.

time to reel in the spending.


I’m starting to think that I overthink way too much. Or maybe just maybe this time I am in the right. And that maybe the problem doesn’t lie with me but with others. Maybe its not my fault the way others are and that I can’t change the way they feel or act.

Maybe I am going to stand my ground this time. You probably won’t even notice, but maybe this time I won’t care that you don’t.

/cutting the strings.